The Storm
Today, I watched the storm
clouds gather overhead,
rushing across a pale gray
sky.
rushing faster and faster, chasing the vanishing
sun.
Today I know when a storm is coming; I simply read the
clouds.
Back then, I hadn't learned to read
the clouds;
couldn't see the approaching storm.
Didn't look.
Didn't want to see the clouds always
hidden beyond the shadow of
your smile. Your face revealing nothing,
placid as a shallow lake
on a perfect summer day.
Eyes--shimmering blue and deep,
shining and clear;
not a ripple to mar the surface calm.
But,
there, way down deep and far beyond your crinkling smile
it
lurked--the shadow, the cloud, the first inkling of the
storm
brewing in the cauldron of your discontent.
Yet, not a word nor sign was present.
Then, without
warning--like a whirlwind, a tornado, a
sudden hurricane--the storm erupted,
full blown and devastating.
Destroying, with absolute Ferocity and Finality,
everything
we had; everything I thought we had.
If I had looked closer, seen what
must surely
have been there all along, I could have
avoided
the storm. Headed it off in some way.
Built a barrier, battened
down, been prepared.
If only; if only.
Should have known--even then--to
watch the clouds; to read the signs.
But being happy, I refused
to think that anything as ominous as a shadow,
certainly no
cloud, could ever fall across our love.
How silly to be so
complacent. How stupid to be so secure.
Next time I'll remember.
I'll watch for shadows. Clouds.
I'll be prepared.
Or
will
I?
Keepsakes
Keepsakes in the tin box decorated with cameos of a Victorian lady,
mysterious smile caressing her lips.
Faded letters tied with palest blue ribbon
Dusty rose decaying between transparent paper
Sepia snapshots piercing the edges of memory
Who is he, Grandma?
That handsome young solider
Smiling from some forgotten country.
Your eyes connect momentarily, shining in instant recognition.
A sound gurgles from your throat, struggles to escape, then fades away,
your smile slips behind a blank wall.
The Victorian lady guards your keepsakes well.
Yarns
Yarns passed on, spilling out into the
Long winter night,
Flowing freely while the embers crackle
And old men's pipes grow cold.
Crouched in shadowy corners
Childish imaginations absorb the tales,
tucking them away in a safe place
to relate on another night
In another place,
While the embers glow
And the yarns grow.
Windows
Vacant windows, stripped of their calico curtains
Sadness dripping down their shattered panes,
Remembering peals of gusty laughter
Before the mines and the men
and the gold
vanished.
Marlene McCartey
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